Urgent Prayer Requests!

This is Kimberly & Montana Christmas Day at 14 months, almost 15 months old.
This is sweet Montana Lane Fisher at Thanksgiving, almost 14 months old.


My heart hurts. That is all I can say. My Jesus is sustaining me right now. Today has been a very unimaginable day for my family. Montana Lane Fisher, born October 5, 2007, my first cousin Kimberly's son, passed away this morning (January 31, 2009). If you have followed my blogs you know Montana, I took off work last year to be in labor and delivery with Kim. I have documented Montana's life since day one. I was the first to see him, and he was supposed to be a precious playmate to our little Kaden on the way. I can not begin to tell you all how precious this baby boy was to me and our family. PLEASE LIFT KIMBERLY up in prayer, she is lost right now in pain and grief.Just when I thought this day could never get worse, I received yet more bad news. My step-sister, Tonya and my step-brother Brian had stopped just last night to visit me and Lance at my house on their drive back to Arizona. (Tonya & Brain had driven in for the funeral of their grandfather Clanton). Also with Tonya & Brain were their mother Vicki, Tonya's husband, L.R., and Tonya and L.R.'s baby Lewis. The four of them visited us at our house just last night, not leaving until around 8 p.m. to start their LONG drive back to Arizona. They had come to meet my Lance, and to bring a baby gift for our little man. I actually talked to Tonya this morning(Jan. 31) at 9:30 a.m., she was trying to console me about Montana. Apparently they where in a vehicle accident after my talking with Tonya. They were in Pecos, Tx, which is very near in the middle of no where Texas. They were all air lifted. L.R. Robedeau (Tonya's husband) died. Brian Lee Clanton (Tonya's brother and my step brother) died. Vicki (Tonya and Brian's Mother) has a broken arm, but is otherwise ok we believe by the report given. Tonya is ok, but we have no report on her injuries, not positive on her current condition until family can get to her. And, praise Jesus baby Lewis is reportedly doing well. They expect him to be released from the hospital to family as soon as they can get to him. Family is on their way to sort all of this out, it's a LONG way to Pecos, Tx. Please, please pray for Tonya, who at last report has not been told yet that L.R. and Brian have passed. (They are waiting for family to get to her first)I feel like it is all a really bad dream, the whole day. I have tryed so hard to rely on my Jesus and my sweet husband today to keep me grounded and calm for the sake of my baby. I have been having contractions all day, but as usual nothing to go in for. I did contact my doctor at home just to talk with him about all this grief because I was worried it would somehow affect my baby. He said that at this point, babies tend to do surprisingly well when Mom is under grief and stress, and since I am scheduled for Monday morning he thinks both me and Kaden will be fine. He told me to try to stay calm (as much as I can), and to not worry about Kaden unless I don't feel movement. And, my sweet baby boy has let me know all day long that he is fine by stretching and moving around in my belly. I have tryed to rest tonight, and slept about 3 hours from exhaustion mentally and physically. I awoke at 3 a.m. with the nightmare again playing in my head. So, here I am awake, praying, crying, broken-hearted asking you to pray for my family. I will try my best to update you all as I get more details on Tonya's family as well as Montana. We are still scheduled for Monday morning at the hospital to induce labor for baby Kaden Angus to be born. I pray I have the strength and energy to do well for me and my baby Monday. And, I pray to have a JOY update on Monday, as I fear my family can not handle anymore bad news at this time. Love, Kelly